but waiting for Nich to get ready. Woke up so early doesnt want to prepare. smart boy, he love to assume. ha

anyway, im kinda surprise to see how naive girls can be. Tht's the bad part of us, girls.

I was once stupid and naive too, thinking tht everything guys said can be trusted. In fact, boyfriend to be detailed.

I was this stupid, this naive back then.

I practically allow myself to get hurt time after time when i can choose not to, when i know one day everything will come to an end. Thou everything was hard in the beginning, but to think back, its all worthwhile. That few days or a week of pain&hurt, wad i get in returned was happiness.

I really dkw why some people can be acting like a clown. Telling lies when everything ended, doing stupid things and coming up wit th most ridiculous joke ever. Worse of all, when you chose to continue playing, why count me in? Now i see how i was in th past, an exact example, when i chose to turn a deaf ears to everything unpleasant which was actually nothing but th truth.

We girls needa be smarter at times, not everyone deserve our trust. Looks can be deceiving, so does action, short terms action. We dont judge people when we first meet up, but after countless of meetup/communication.