I was the one that wanted to take this risk, definately expected this day to come. Just not now, but since its here. I'll sure make it thru :) There's nothing prefect in this world, so what if i really love, really treasure , sacrifices so much, so much of the happy time and memories. When one of th party wna let go, no point holding them back, even if i did. its not gonna be like th past anymore. When it come to an end, there's definately one of th two that will hav a harder time.
So now, im the one. Both party are at fault, no one is to blame afterall.
This is love, i chose to start exploring at this young age. Definately, im not th lucky few to come across guys tht really love and treasure me. Of cus, im not a good one either. So this explains why.
No one know what gonna happen in th future,
time prove all , time heal all wounds, time change everything.
If we're meant to be, we'll. this applies to all :)
Andyes,
Thankyou friends for yr sms-es, checking on me every now and then :) Advising and brainwashing me. Surprised by some of the texts people tht care.
And to you, i know you wont read this. but still,
Thanks for making my life hard once again. I really really hope you will be a better man as time passes, Its time you really think of what you want. I know you're a nice guy, just tht you are playful, you arent ready to settle down. Its time you think abt it, really think.
i just got to admit, missing you sucks to the core. i just want to stop letting you affect my mood, why is it so difficult? i want to be th happy me i used to be. i dontwan to be sad anymore, i donwan to think abt you anymore.