Tuesday, March 15, 2011: Just who really understand me?
Have you ever spare a thought for me? have you even truly love somebody? do you even know wad's Love? Love is about accepting EVERYTHING about that person, not only seeing the bad and giving up everything tht you've once worked hard for.

I was the one that wanted to take this risk, definately expected this day to come. Just not now, but since its here. I'll sure make it thru :) There's nothing prefect in this world, so what if i really love, really treasure , sacrifices so much, so much of the happy time and memories. When one of th party wna let go, no point holding them back, even if i did. its not gonna be like th past anymore. When it come to an end, there's definately one of th two that will hav a harder time.

So now, im the one. Both party are at fault, no one is to blame afterall.
This is love, i chose to start exploring at this young age. Definately, im not th lucky few to come across guys tht really love and treasure me. Of cus, im not a good one either. So this explains why.

No one know what gonna happen in th future,
time prove all , time heal all wounds, time change everything.
If we're meant to be, we'll. this applies to all :)

Andyes,
Thankyou friends for yr sms-es, checking on me every now and then :) Advising and brainwashing me. Surprised by some of the texts people tht care.

And to you, i know you wont read this. but still,
Thanks for making my life hard once again. I really really hope you will be a better man as time passes, Its time you really think of what you want. I know you're a nice guy, just tht you are playful, you arent ready to settle down. Its time you think abt it, really think.

i just got to admit, missing you sucks to the core. i just want to stop letting you affect my mood, why is it so difficult? i want to be th happy me i used to be. i dontwan to be sad anymore, i donwan to think abt you anymore.