Finally told mum and sis what happen,

They are the ones tht really experienced and met diff kinds of guys. Sis know wad type of guys i like X: They told me guy tht know hw to sweet talks are the one tht i can nv fall in love wit, bcus we will never get to see thru them. And looks doesnt matter. Dont need to hav a handsome bf/husband, just one wit avg look and at least alittle $$! HAHAHHA.

Okay, its time i really let this go. It took up 11mths of my youth, this gna be a lesson learnt the hard way!

Thanks so much friends once again! ESP WONG XIN YI! thanks for spending so much time wit me, telling me so so much! And of cus my girls ; Joanne, Yvonne, Jia Sing. Be it talking to me or supporting me sliently. It all helps. And of cus my awesome guys. HAHHAHA, you guys knw who you're.

P/s: took out most of the stuff i wrote earlier on to another place :)