Monday, January 10, 2011: Help!
i really need help.
its stil 5wks away, and i've been thinking abt it for since th start of th year?

to him,
all along it wasnt smth special or really meaningful. he dont really celebrate and stuff like this. i want to make this year totally different :) i want to tell him how impt tht day is, i wan to change him mindset for this special day of his.

i know $$ cant buy happiness,
im not a rich kid tht can buy him real exp prezzie too. im in th midst of planning smth memorable, something he has never experience bfre. i want him to be th happiest guy on earth on th very day, i want him to rmb it for life, i want to see his brightest smile on tht very day.

im kinda lousy, i dont really understands want he wants/needs :(
i dkw wad can make him xtremely happy. im not close wit his friends, blame me for not being friendly, so i cant surprise him wit his friends.

i've smth in mind already, but ....
its seems long, but its not. never