alright, i shall talk alittle about last year first!

mm, to ask me to recall what happen every mth like hw js did, i doubt i can la! but however, there's happenings tht are stil clearly in my mind. Both good and bad. its gonna be a wordy post, doubt anyone wil finish reading it, if you're th nice soul tht finish it , talked to me on msn and i'll giv you a (K) ;) HEHEHE.

beginning of th year,

i ended tht rls, and i end up hurting tht someone. but i guessed i did a right choice based on tht someone? however, i did learn a lot from it. Andden i met someone new, someone of my l.o.v.e (: and of course, things wasnt smooth AT ALL. Things tht i didnt expect it to happen, things tht i thought will only happen on dramas/tv happened. This is like, expecting th unexpected. things came to a conclusion then. A good one for me. Frm tht incident, i really really learnt a lot. A new start then, it has been close to 9mths up to date.

To think back, th process wasnt easy at all.

Because im th most sensitive girl you can ever met, th person tht can think to much wildly. Up till now, im stil th same just slightly better . It has been hard for him, to always hav to repeat to me th same old thing, to make me feel secure and so much more. thanks love.

Since then, tt's when i started to neglect my bff.

But thank god , she made a group of awesome friends. so yes, i believe they can do a better job as a gf than me. but stil im feeling guilty, seems like i met her like less than or 10times/yr? :/ lousy friend, seriously.

Went for HK for a short holiday, a free and easy one. Holidays out of sg are always nice and fun. hehe, went to penang for bro's wedding. I met a new friend, no, my dasao's aunt's son. but he's sucha disappointment. And th best of them all, i went on a Korea Trip with SEG(M) & SCL! :D My very first oversea trip w/o family, but wit one love, Jiasing :) haha, It was really really nice lor! i met new friends and i learn 2 korean words! Hello & Goodbye. ha! thankfully, i wasnt into kpop when im back! hahaha. && KUKUP WITH ELEVEN'IST! just short 1 & 1/2 day. it was awesome. aiya, anything wit eleven'ist wil be awesome ttm!

And my big 19! :D

First time to Timbre with 11'ist, their love(s) and Rogb! Jap buffet wit family!

Close to xmas, grandma left us. surely, she'll be better in th other world :)

and xmas' eve was awesome spending th whole day wit rogb,attending his friend's xmas party. returning home late, took one big round of NR3. not forgetting xmas. Th very first time i stayed out late. Went prawning with th few of them, poor us! hahha. rogb came to drive us, we went for prata and headed home.

not forgetting th fun-est day.

xchanging belated xmas prezzie wit eleven'ist and my first visit to minds cafe wit them was REALLY AWESOME! th very first time i see all of us laugh so much.

in conclusion, i made lots of mistakes, and i've many things to be improve on.new year, definately new resolutions. In terms of year, im 20yr old! :O entered th twenties! but it terms of days, im stil so far from it ;p

My family for being there for me, 24/7.

My Dearest Rogb for being sucha love.

My beloved Eleven'ist for letting me knw how awesome friends can be.

And of cus my 2bffs, just call, and there are beside me. how nice and sweet.

Thank you to all of you, sorry if i hadnt been a nice/awesome daughter/ friend/ gf.

For th moment jus this few, i did want to slim down, but i knw i cant. looking at myself, i shldnt complaint or asked for more. i've alr had enough :) But girls are stil girls, girls wna be slim and look pretty in any type of clothings.

and yesterday, th last day. Even thou it wasnt any thing special, but im stil lovin it.

I was proud of myself! I woke up and start doing hsewrk and prepared steamboat for dinner. And now im aching all over. tsk, It took Rogb & Ji so long to come over, however was alittle pissed but okay soon ;p hehhe, Mj then! We had so much laughters! :D Guess where was i btw 23:59 - 00:01? I was on rogb's car. HHAHAHA, We went to buy midnite coupons.counting down was like my wish of th day la! but having him shouting and screaming to me Happy New Year was nice ! his cute and crazy face. awww.

Played 2rounds bcus sis wasnt satisfied! ha, so sadly. plan after tht spoilt :( So th 3 of us went yishun for awhile, and its really awhile okay :/ he keep telling me he'll bring me there soon, home at ard 530, bathed and wait for him to be home, chatted alittle, and my illness came back :/ keep bugging him not to go msia tdy :P hahahaa, im so bad.

He's in msia now already, he's gonna be so tired.

Tdy, th start of a brand new year :)

All th bad shall be forgotten as much as possible.