only till today,
i realize how love can change me. i wanted so much more from you, knowing you aren't those sweeties. somehow hoping for a miracle, but of course what i wanted didnt come true somehow. Its time i stop hiding, sometimes i do envy ppl. i know there's actually nothing for me to envy, every one has those own happiness and sadness, no one leads a perfect life.
I love you for who you are(:
you arent those sweet little guys tht plan surprises and prepare things for my big day. you dont hav th habit of celebrating birhtdays too. you making this exception, being the very first. and for all the love you gave, it represent everything, it jus wraps everything up nicely.
im saying this for you once again,
i dont need you to be rich, i dont need you to buy me stuff.
I just need you to enjoy loving, be happy.