when we're already in sch, otw to th respective place then we knw about it. Awwww, if not i can slp for 2more hrs. 2more hours means alot.
anw, those guys went over to amk for pool, baby having some dkw-wad-training @ th room opposite mine. im kinda rotting here la, so cooling here make me so wan to go into slping mood. hahahaaha, baby wanna watch the child's eye ltr. but dkw if we're cfm watching ltr anot yet.
First day of sch, those two modules wasnt as interesting. th two-week-female-lect was bad. i hardly see sucha lecturer in poly, treating us like little kids, so serious in everything , cant really take jokes. tsktsk, luckily its jus two weeks. night class was a disappointment, we were th only class, and the lecturer was... ya, you knw wad i wan say.
Within 15mins, everyone is starting to fall aslp. really everyone. its jus so bored! Th way he deliver his presentation isnt interesting at all, it didnt catch our attention a single bit. Th module was quite an intersting one thou. it made me feels like im gonna be a doctor soon! hahaha.
This yr sis birthday celebration was rather a simple one, bcus it was kinda of last min bcus i was only back frm korea on th 15th, mum's shift clashed wit our plan. so yes, simple and sweet. steamboat @ home! :D hehe, hav been craving for so longggggggggg. but, for th very first time, i ate steamboat for jus one time. during cny, we can eat for like at least 2-3meals? and th soup taste delicious! hahhahaha. mum bought sis's fav starwberry shortcake. now then i knw, actually 4leaves sells alot of yumz cake. hehe.
sis is gg to bkk tmr til sun! i want to go also leyyyyyyyyyyyyyy :(
i want go there shop shop shop, sis gonna relax and enjoy there lor! awwww, iwan2goley! :(
baby and I needa learn to slp early.
after thinking for one day, i stil dkw why i've such big reaction towards tht. i dont even knw myself, i doubt other wil. jus this small happenings make me want to erase off what had happen in tht 8mths, totally.you jus made me feel tht all those tht happen wasnt true, so much you had done for me, vice versa. its nothing compared to now. i guessed those gd memories you said, its gonna fade off completely one fine day. i dont think there's any need for you to rmb abt O.u.r past anymore. it doesnt matters a shit to you. you made me felt guilty for what happen aftermath, now knwing tht you've been moving on so well, enjoying and finding th ideal one, make me feel so stupid to spare so much thought for you. Its time i start to delete wad you used to call memories in me. Its no longer gg to be memories anymore. from memories to nothing, its easier to b said, but i'll definately tried my best. mayb ever since th start, it was yr fault to start this, my good to end this. lets take it as nthg took place btw us, its kinda impossible, i'll make me possible. i dontwan to get affect by you ever agn, for all th love you used to put in, all th effort and everything y0u had done in th past, its no longer mean anything anymre. bcus, you've done smth so much more, enough to cover up th past. im kinda disappointed still.
for this gonna b th first and th last time i talked abt you after it all ended.
im leading my love life happily now :)
Im glad tht i took th courage, and we're doing well. I knw im worrying too much, i knw i've been thinking too much too. I knw at times, im really pushing you to th extreme.you dkw how else to talk me over, you dkw how else to make me feels better, i knw you've been trying real hard all along. thank you R'love. its time for me to mature my thinking and doing. if i wan this to go on far, i cant be like this forever bcus things wont wrk out as greatly , as wonderful as it can be.
stop worrying and things wil still be fine (: