but it has been in me for quite sometime.
was i wrong to love? was i wrong to even start loving?
Must i spare a thought for every single soul on earth bfre i actually decided to love someone? Or am i not spending enough time between love & friends?
Maybe im just being selfish here.
All i care is about me myself being happy, not sparing a thought for people like him. But it has been half a year, does it stil gonna affect you even alittle? You've found yrself a so much better love now. So why will this stil be affecting you? i dont understand.
I guess if others were to do what im doing,
it will be perfectly fine.
I know im not perfect, i know there's things people hates about me.
There goes the same to my dear boy. If you guys were really my bff, you would hav accepted him like hw i did. I know some things jus happen so naturally. I knw things arent tht bad as hw i've described it.
I know you're a awesome friend, you told me all this bcus you want me to be a better person. But hav you try standing in my position? Do you knw how much i've really done for the sake of this friendship and this relationship? Both are equally important to me. I would love to maximise the time i had wit him/them.
I hope all this will come to an end,
no point bring those past into th present. regardless good or bad, sweet or bitter. Its not gonna change what happening in the present, neither will it bring anything helpful to us.
i love you baby, i love you guys. my dearest eleven'ist.
im not gonna give up anyone, any single one.
where's those people tht understand me inside out?
i need you guys badly.