There's a reason for the picture above.
Anw, i created problem for myself like again. Its still the same old problem. I dont wish to think about it anymore already. Time to be strong! :) I musnt torture my pair of eyes and my heart anymore. Its easy to be said than done.

Supposed to be a lovely friday today, but i somehow spoilt it. maybe the thought-of-expecting is back? Like i say, sometimes there's really no answer/reason to a specific happening/doing. you cant blame me totally. There's never A cause to this , there's others too. We ought the change the way we handle and slove problems. You have yr way, i've mine. and im pretty sure how we're handling and sloving arent really productive, if its so we wont be like this now. yep, we might be fine now, but time after time. All that we fight or aruge over. its still the same old thing. Over and over again.

When you're unhappy, words tt come out from you, 80% of them hurts. I knw mine isnt better. But im sure you wont be affected by it so much as compared to me. you're the first tt made me went .... in public alone. Sometimes, i really dont understand you. you just make me feels that im like a i-dkw-hw-to-describe kind of girl to you. Im just an ordinary one, yes. I want nothing more than what you can give. I know i cant expect, i cant hope. Its gonna disappoint me.

Just why, we girls can accept guys for who they are. love them for who they are. But vice versa, its seems so hard. Why we gt diff perspective? If this goes on and on, i guess either one of us will not make it.

I chose you, so no matter how hard this gonna be, i'll still hold on. Hopefully