I just hate to think about hw's my future gonna be like. I know there's this one fine day tht ppl i loved wil leave me. How i wished tht day will never comes. If only i could leave bfre them. okay, selfish i know.

After reading tht long text from him,
i know he didnt mean anything bad. he just wan me to be happy and smiling away everyday :) But, to think about tht i cant predict wad's gonna happen in th future upsets me real badly.. I dontwna to lose him, neither th rest of my loved ones, but sometimes i jus do things harshly, w/o thinking which wil lead to bad outcomes.

Life is short, lets smile it thru. lets make the impossible possible.