Tuesday, June 15, 2010: New layout!
Hehhh. super plain. love it.
Its tuesday, supposely i shld be outside. just finish singing. Baby last min gotta go over to msia, ws needa rest, someone needa play mj. So changed to tmr! :D Hopefully.

I stayed at home to acc mummy today! Sat infront of the lappy for th whole day! :O :O :O Wasted the 2nd day of the holiday. Can you imagine im lazy to even write/plan my study timetable? :/ I hope i will do it ltr. i cant be so lazy!

Once im done with it, im going to date my darlings out to study!
After reading her blog. Im so glad to have her being there for me always. I questioned myself, i gt no answer. Seriously, its not easy to be in a rls. When everything is good, of cus its best la. You will feel like you're the most fortunate girl on earth, most blissed and everything. But when things arent gg the way it shld be. it just sucks totally. I think We gotta learn to identify our own mistakes rather than to point out each other mistakes. am i right? Like what she said, it just take two hands to clap. What cause all this, one is not to blame, but the both of us. I cant say im a good gf. Im trying my best to be one :) All the promises you made to me, i trust that none of them gonna be a empty or broken promise. We both have different view towards love. but that definately wont stop us frm loving each other, neither will it stop us frm making this rls a perfect one. different ppl treat me differently, i missed the time when i was treated like a princess. i knw it isnt good for me.

We're on good terms for now, i wrote this simply bcus it jus appear on my mind. Sometimes, i feel that im so emotional. I wasnt like tt in the past :/ Small things can make me tear, i dkw why. I no longer care abt how others look at me when im outside, when im sad outside, i'll just cry. and seems like i had been out alone for a couple of times. i remembered hw i hate to be alone last time. I dont eve dare/like to take my meals alone. Now, im like a total different person :/
ME WANT TO EAT HORLICKS MCFLURRYYYYY.