Monday, June 7, 2010: fill it up with your ...
Actually i dont have anything in mind to blog,
i just want to type this space away.

on the 60th d.o.l ,
i went over to JP myself to help mum collect her top. Over to Bugis to meet up with baby.
We went iluma. haha, we enjoyed ttm there lor! addiction, cant go there often. Steamboat For dinner. Yums! he's a lousy eater, so am i. He ate tons of seafood, i ate tons of YTF :/ Back to iluma agn. Sky garden for awhile. And i think ytr's photo was the worse of them all. Not him, but me.

Home at ard 10+
I've learnt. im not gg to stay out til so late on sundays. Time seemed to fly when im home lor! after washing up 11+ already. use lappy awhile , 12+ alr. OMG lor. and i slpt quite late last night, Close to 2 i think. Forced myself up today. 8am :/

Lunch @ Kf. Tomyam! Library then, We were like somehow surrounded by our freshies. Ha!
Ion after school, Suntect for Astons. Home.
Boring monday, expected more.

Always,
we know tht the more we expect, the least we'll get but i dontknow why i just cant stop expecting more when i've already gotten quite a lot. Are most girls like tt or am i the weird one?

i think im really bad tempered at times, nono. most of th time. my mood wil jus change suddenly, i dont know why :/ Out of nowhere, wild imagination will just pop up in me. and there goes everything. I've always been telling myself tt it isnt easy for us to be where we're now, and i gotta treasure you as much as i can. but i doesnt seems to be doing that. :/ Why am i like that. I wont know, we wont know wad's gonna happen in th future. no one knows. So, i ought to treasure but why arent i doing so?

my dearestboy has been patient enough to question me whenever he sees my mood changes. But, i nv fails to ignore/attitude him. Im sorry. Before i could tell myself tt im wrong to behave tt way, its all too late. i've already reacted the wrong way. Just who can tel me which nerves in me is gg crazy? A lot of such small matters can be avoided if only i can 'ignore' and not be bother by it. things will be so much better.

there's still things there's inside me.
im hiding it from, everyone. sighh.


Okay, i've typed quite a lot.