Fate brought us together. to think back, i dont really remember hw we actually form this clique. Just so unknowingly, we sat down tgt at mac. and everything started, eleven'ist.
We spent almost everyday together. Thank god, nyp doesnt change classes every sem/year. Remember those day, we laze ard in the library. How we used to talk abt our orietation, how much each of us have changed. Laughed about hw we were one yr ago.
Wrote 'stars' for everyone's birthday. Celebration is canteeen, LTQs. We think of surprises, think of what present to buy. We had so much fun today, we took tons and tons of photos, all sorts of funny + crazy + beautiful photos. We played catching in LTQ(s). Even resulting in serious injures. Wearing the same tee together. Played heart attack & monopoly, Chiong Fb games, played sports together. We celebrated National's day, everyone were to wear certain colours, xmas celebration @ town, xchanging presents. Our Trip to east coast park, sentosa, chalet, and marina barrage for our first year anniversary. And of cus, studied together. We seen the different side of each other, regardless good or bad.
We went thru so much stuff, so much to be named, so many to recall. Those memories we shared, once in a lifetime experience. Everyone of us played a part. Without anyone of us, it do make a difference. No one is 100% good, 100% bad. No one is perfect. Sometimes, we ought to spare a thought for others. Its never possible for everything to happen like hw we wanted it to be. Its never possible for us to be 100% satisfied. Sometimes, we just have to give in. Even thou you doesnt want to, you stil have to.
What took place today, isnt what all of us wanted this to be. No one is completely at fault. To think back, i think im at fault too. This isnt a day or two thing. This built up to what it is today. I bet none of us wanted things to turn out this way. Just someone, someone nice enough to take a step back, things will be better. Things might be real ugly now, but this isnt the end. Is this gonna mark the end of us? Is it worth just because you dislike hw this person is? Its not just between the both of you, its among the all of us. Eleven of us. I know a year might not be long, this friendship might not be as strong . Anyone of us bear to see this go down the drain? I know some things arent as easy as how i've typed it . its easy to be said than done.
Its not about whom is at fault now, whom created all this, who siding who.
How much does eleven'ist means to you? Its if smth impt, pls dont act harshly. There's a solution to everything.
Awww, if you're smart enough. somehow you will know what had happen. Its really sad to see things going like this. I'll try my very best, not only me. Everyone of us :) We'll save as much as we can. It all depends on the both of you.