Dont know what's actually wrong wit me.
I expected too much, i wanted her to know exactly what i was feeling inside and tel me. I know that's sounds crazy.

Did smth so wrong, and there's no turning back. sometimes, i jus feel like giving up everything, every single thing. Im always doing things harshly, w/o thinking. and now, im stuck. in th middle of nowhere. there's no one to help me up, no one to ask for advice.

Telling myself,
everything gonna be over soon. im strong and i'll not cry :)