I gt quite a feel things to blog, quite a few photo to post.

But im too nervous, scare and afraid now. I know i wont do well for sure. I knw it wil sure drop. but can it jus drop a bit? :/ I think i'll definately cry after receiving that sms lor.

Sigh.i thought i wil not feel this way bcus im prepared. but im wrong. I think there's nothing to cheer me up after that sms lor. I've to think and react positively. i simply cant.

Face the fact/reality von! Miracle wont appear. I know.