Tuesday, March 16, 2010: bad,
I shld be happy lor! Tmr is my off day, i dont have to wake up early. buddennnn, its jus s o n o t r i g h t l o . t h e f e e l i n g ,

Im feeling so not right now.
There's like so many many things running inside me. And tiny little things can jus change my mood totally. what's wrong? :/

I arent strong to handle all this useless emotion, i arent good at telling myself positive stuff to make myself feels better. Its like within 2-3days, my mood changed totally. I just feels that things arent gg my way. I no longer know how to share what's inside me with anyone.I really dont know how already. even if i knw, its like jus 10% of the whole thing. So, saying or not doesnt makes a different lor.

When will this come to an end, Actually, nothing real bad happens. Its just my stupid thinking, my stupid thoughts tt cause this, terrible now. Awww, I really really dont know :'(

Now, the time to test.differentiate & realise. Who really understands me, there for me. who're jus putting up an act.

Where's the happy-go-lucky me!
I want you back, desperately :(